441- End Of Days.

Well Here It Is, A Closing Post. What A Wild Time Has Been Spent On This Site, But With So Many Bad Memories And With It Being Over A Year On This Site I Think It Is Time For A Change.

This Site Started Out With A Girl Wanting Me To Do It. She Had One, So I Should Too. Then I Really Got Into It. I Bled All Of My Emotion Onto This Thing. Then I Got Mono And Things Started To Suck More Than Before. Eventually I Got To The Point Of Deleting All Of The Old Posts. Thats Why There Aren't Any Before October.

This Became A Positive Emotion Filter. With The Exceptions Of Majorly Bad Things, Such As Greg Killing Himself. I Was Always In A Good Mood, Unless My Mom Was Pissing Me Off (The Wanting To Move Out Thing). I Was From Then On A Xanga Whore. I Spent All Of My Time On Here, Doing Basicly Nothing, Maybe A Comment Here Or There, A Short Update On This Or That, Nothing Worthwhile.

In The Course Of This Xanga There Has Been Love, Pain, Hate, Death, Joy, Boredom, And Just About Any Other Emotion You Can Name.But In The End (Now) I Am Glad I Have What I Still Have Written On Here. And Looking Back I Should Have Just Made All The Old Ones Private.

I Am Not Shutting The Site Down. I May Eventualy, But That Won't Be For A While. If I Find Something That Is Good Enough To Be Put In Here, I Just Might Do It, But I Don't Think That I Will Find Anything That Will Be That Good. I Think That This Is It. Good Bye, From Here.

Hello To This: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=PatrickTucker

Alright, I'm Going To Call This The Pre-Final Post For Several Reasons.

1) Tomorrow I Leave For Music Camp Untill Friday Night. Next Weekend I Will Issue A Fairwell From Here.

2)I Don't Think I Will Reach 150 Subscribers In A Short Enough Amount Of Time.

3) With Comments Not Working, Or Now They Are, It Seems Like A Good Time To Do It.

Since It Will Be A Whole Week I Expect To See A Comment From Every One Of My Subscribers, Make One Of My Dreams Come True And Get Me 100, On This One Or On The New Username PatrickTucker, Or Both.

Meaningful Posts Will Start Again On The New Page Soon.

*This Post Is Different From The One On The New Page.

Currently Gaming SOCOM: US Navy Seals By Sony Computer Entertainment see related

I Have Deceided I Am Going To Make The Full Switch To The New Site When I Reach 150 Subscribers. Right Now I Have 138, So Find 12 Friends And Have Them Subscribe.

Three Days Off Work Straight. Next Week Is The Vocal Music Camp. Fun Times Fun Times.

Same post as on my other site-Alrighty, the bonefire.... Great time. Got there with the driving skills of Ian. Kinda dead for a little while but it got better when Ian and I were gonna go and rope us some cattle. We got real close to getting one of the cows when it started to run and I threw a rock and hit it in the leg. Poor thing. Then the fire got better, more people showed up, then a bunch went on a Walmart run. They got back and I got the chance to lay with two girls. Score. Although it is still unclear to any of us why I wanted them to make-out so badly. Then there was alittle rain to put out our fire, so we moved inside. More and more people left till finally it was only me and Suzy, and I had to get her mom to take me home. I felt like a loser to the max. Oh well. Tomorrow will be grand.

New Site - You Can Still Comment Here, But I Am Trying To Move All My People To This One, It's Time To Change-http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=PatrickTucker

Currently Playing Vindicated By Dashboard Confessional see related

Should I Create A New Xanga? I Have Been Thinking About Doing It For Sometime Now, Kind Of Start Over New Or Something.------http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=PatrickTucker ---- I'm Going To Put The Same Posts On Each One For A Week Or Two, Until I Know I Can Make The Full Switch.

I Got A Hairs Cut...

So This Morning I'm Thinking The Day Will Suck Because I Didn't Get The Chicken Nuggets I Ordered From Wendy's. Boy Was I Wrong. I Got Off Work Early Because Of The Thunder Storm. Then I Went And Rented Movies Then Visited Suzy At Work. I Went To Beuhlers And Found That Jones Soda 4-Packs Are $2.99. SCORE!!! I Bought Two. Then I Went And Visited My Theater Friends. I Found Some Pepper Plants At Giant Eagle Too. Great Day. I Think I Am Going To Go Play Some Video Games Now.........

Currently Playing Come Fly With Me By Frank Sinatra see related

John Mayer And Howie Day And Dashboard Confessional Have Become All The Rage To Me Again.

Today Was The Busiest Day...... I Sat 8 Kids In A 45 Minute Time Frame.

I'm So Tired:

Tired Of Work- It Has Been One Week And I Have Worked A Full Week, 63 Hours. I Hum The Songs From The Carosel In My Sleep. I Sleep In Like Half Of The Chairs. I Need My Break.

Tired Of People- I Hate The People That Dont Listen To Me At The Pool. To Them I Should Be God. I Own Them And They Should Be Obedient. I'm Tired Of Being Called An Asshole Or Something Like That Because I Do My Job.

Sub Tired Of People- My Mom. She Is Still being A Bitch. Currently I Am No Longer Allowed To Drive To Car, To Play Soccer Next Year, To Be With My Friends, To Play Xbox, To Be On The Computer, And I Have To Go Up To Canton To A Learning Center.

What The Fuck, Maybe I Don't Try In School Because I Don't Ever Really Get A Summer. It's My Last Summer And It's Going To Be Fucking Wasted On Her Stupid Shit, Just Like The Last One Was.... I'm Fucked For Next Year. I Hate My Life..... Sometimes The Good Cannot Equal The Bad And The Scale Tips. Sometimes The Scale Is Bent.